Monday, May 4, 2009

the days run together

today marks my due date. or does it?

since the 20th week of our pregnancy, we've been balancing between 2 different due dates. one being today. the other being sunday, may 10th...mother's day. so while there's no kiddo here right now, i mean...there's only so much longer before there will be. while i'm impatient, it's not like there's months and months to go. we're talking days here.

and that's just scary.

while i feel like we have all of the material things we need, and i know that we will be able to keep this child alive once he's home from the hospital...we will soon be in charge of a human being for the next 18 years. and that's as much intimidating as it is amazing.

i really want him here. now. tonight my dad asked me if i was scared or nervous, and i just said "it's going to hurt like heeeell." i'm currently more afraid of the actual hospital stay than i am of the pain of labor...seriously. i really, really, really hate hospitals and have been known to get physically sick just visiting a relative for a few minutes. and don't get me started on needles and iv's. yikes.

40 weeks. what's a few more days?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

That’s Too nice, when it comes in india hope it can make a Rocking place for youngster.. hope that come true.