Wednesday, February 4, 2009

3 months


i just realized that in 3 months, you're going to be here---and forever change our world. is it odd that i can't remember what it's like to NOT be pregnant? i hope not...because that means i also can't remember what it's like for you to not exist.

please note that you have long, skinny legs and no ass. you can thank your father for that.

jonas, you have so many things already. the backseat of the car is STILL full of isaiah's old baby clothes, which you will soon be sporting. i guess that technically i could try to squeeze into them so that you could also enjoy wearing them now...but i think that the only thing on me that's considered 0-3 months is my right thigh. and that's iffy.

your amazing cousin kim has already started designing your birth announcements, and jonas, i'm not even kidding when i'm saying that they're too cute for words. i can't wait to address them and ship 'em out.

you are truly your father's child, because you already have your first gun. your pops already sighted in the scope, so it's ready to go once you're old enough to learn about gun safety. until then, we'll take care of it for you.

we have been really stressed lately about what we were going to do with our living situation, but we've finally decided that we're staying put in our current home atleast until the end of the summer. that way we can get the place lookin' sweet for you (starting this weekend!).

we're trying our best to make your future world as perfect as possible, and that started when we gave you up. don't get me wrong, we love you because you are ours...but you're God's first. what He says goes, and we're so happy that we just get to be the parents and caretakers for you while we can.

oh, and you're welcome for the blueberry coffee that we shared this morning. i could tell you liked it. :)

i love you, our little monster.


Jasmine said...

very sweet. i am excited to meet him.
can i help this weekend? g is going to be doing CPR class... so we are free.

Kim J said...

That is the sweetest thing I've read in a long time! Thanks for mentioning me! I can't wait to meet Jonas either!